past couple of weeks, I try actively to see someone (I already speak before in another text) but it never indulges. At first I was motivated and despite the many attempts that ended always in the negative, I continued to hope. He always had good excuses and he was around me "forget" it's been over 8 weeks now trying to see ... And ! BANG! I had an epiphany! Yes yes! A big bang in your face! (Or BING! POW! I know it's been too but not the noise that is important!) And if destiny was enough to have the inside? And if all his attempts were doomed to negative in order to show me that this is perhaps not a guy for me?
I always believed in destiny. I saw the positive side of destiny. Those who know me know! (Haha!) And, why I would think not? Yes, it's a shame because I really wanted to know this person. But maybe all these events in my life to show me that this is perhaps not my way, it is perhaps not the way I must take.
If for almost 25 years, I believe in fate, why should I change now? Why should I change the path if the beginning, it leads me to make good choices for me? Maybe he is there to open my eyes? Yes, I admit, I do not listen and continue to wait for the guy "wakes up" but at some point, I must keep moving forward. And I say, if it is made to see and do in our lives intersect, destiny will make;)
Martiny
(The hardest part of this text is that I know who will read it)
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