I wanted to start my blog on a positive note but it will be for another time. Today, I literally was struck in the face ... with a song.
listened So You Think You Can Dance and choreography when started and I heard the song, I burst into tears from the first notes. This is a song I listened to it there is 5 years old when a friend of mine took his own life.
music takes such a big part of my life and is related to my emotions that I can separate them. Hearing this song made me relive all the emotions I lived 5 years ago. It reminded me of sadness, despair, the fragility of life.
I remembered the good times with him but they are immediately swept by the end tragedy of our relationship. Music'm back in the state in which I was the announcement of his death, I had stage fright at the show, worry that I no longer see him speak.
July 23, it will be 5 years! 5 years he has left for his world best. 5 years that I miss!
Julian, I love you and always love you and I know you're always close to us and every time I hear this song, I remember that tragic day.
Smarty <3
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