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Being alone?

Sometimes I wonder if I'd be better off alone? Let me explain ...

A guy with whom I went to college got in touch with me ... To put into context what the guy is totally my style and our party end of session, he try to kiss me but I had a boyfriend. Despite the numerous (and too) shooters we had eaten I managed to say no! (Ask me how!) So he got in touch with me ...

I'm in a period in my life where I'm tired of fooling around so I told him bluntly told me too but if it is just to sleep with me, forget it I'm looking for anything serious. He told me that too. So I was more than happy BUT ...

course, it took a but! It shows interest me except that I feel that it's "bullshit". I'm in a bad way and only thing I want is the warmth just a little ... nothing sexual ... just comfort. I sleep very badly and I constantly staring into the water. He keeps telling me to call him when I have nightmares of the text but the problem is that it does not ... I thought it was flat because it really interest me but what I really want to run after someone without being on anything? No, I think not ... I am quite breathless from a couple of years ...

I'm tired and told him it was okay, maybe it was just not into me and I understand that ... I would also said I would stop trying to call or text and when he wants me to give me a sign of life ... what he does ...

So how I see it? Maybe we just not looking the same? Maybe we have not the same constraints, criteria ...?? I do not want to complicate anything and I have not the strength to start the big game of seduction with all the rules A, I do not understand and Two, I know that I will respect not because I'll listen to my emotions instead of reason ...

I say then is that I'm better off alone, or the false sense comfort enough for me? Does the mere fact that I repeat: "Worried you not! I'm here for you! You can call me anytime!" is useful to me? Or harm me? Because basically, my sense of comfort, I did not. At the end of the day whatever happens I'm alone ....

Martiny